I want to be so much more than I have become.
At 35, I am an adult. like a real one.
I never really understood what that would feel like.
What it meant.
But what I think now is that it is about perspective.
about regret and re-invention. if your lucky.
I want to shed.
Shed who I became without trying.
And the idea that I can be anything which made me become nothing.
I want to shed so much that I feel free.
I dont think I have ever felt free, If i did, it was a lie.
I want to be free.
